First of all, the story is very long, please be patient to see the final .. ; Secondly, the final was really touched!.
pocket you left me the keys, each with its open door, wish you were still sitting on the sofa sedentary, smoke the smoke, not only is silent -
Ye Hao, as long as you are still, nothing important. -
long as you are ...!
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when I first met Ray in a I can not remember the name of the bar, I drink a lot. In fact, I do not like the luxury to place, -
but I was rejected in love; in fact not the first time of love, but I hate being cheated, why do boys always love to lie? -
alcohol narcotic my brain, someone handed me a packet, let me try, I ran to put his mouth in the next -
seconds in fast excited that body seems to be the flame burning and baked, in one to vent to the urge to dance. So I went into the dance floor central, -
crazy dance to ... -
I do not know how the fire was. -
only know that all of a sudden my feet left the ground, a pair of strong hands lifted me down the middle, regardless of my beat, carrying me out of the -
that bar. -
It was the first time I was a strange man -
to mine home, I was thrown in a leather chair, his head bursts of pain, but has been awake a lot. -
in the blinding smoke, I saw mine, sitting on an inflatable sofa, smoking a cigarette. -
He gave me the first impression is definitely a rogue: oblique smoking a cigarette, confused eyes, wrinkled brow, the skin there was also white, right upper -
arm pattern with the train. -0
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Ray just looked at me with disdain in the eyes. -
side purely Meihuazhaohua, while secretly looked all round the surrounding environment, considering how to get out. -
Ray changed cigarettes, in his mouth, brushed aside a table full of debris, to find a disposable lighter to fight fire, severely suck. -
I was not the feel afraid, just eat turned out to be ***. -
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I nodded. -
I came to feel like bad thunder. And I also think he looks like the twenties, how it entered the underworld. -
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I gently closed the door on the outside, relieved, but fortunately he did not hurt me. -
Ray is apartment living room, around the fifth floor, I went downstairs and found this place I do not know, I do not know how to go home. -
standing on the roadside, I was a headache. -
heard footsteps behind him, I looked back, is it ridiculous. -
his silent, walked toward my right, I do not know why he would follow him to see from his back, he is not tall, shoulders are -
wide, walk, march, when a kind of masculinity. I could not help quietly follow. -
finally to crowded places, I drew the heart down, mine stopped a taxi in Lakaichemen, I hesitated turned to him -
said:
He raised his eyebrows, his face kind of make fun of the expression and said: -
my mouth to say something, know what to say, he smiled and conspire my ear, whispered:
suddenly my face was flushed, turned around and got into the car angry, bitter door closed, tell the driver to drive. -
2. I went back to the house every day, every piece of furniture I have to rub the clean, each glass, every magazine I put away according to your rules, your bed I will -
get a neat, even ** drum I put the original location, I was born Payouyitian you come back will feel strange ... ... -
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day home, my father know that I went to the bar, severely scolded me. He said the police how her daughter can go to that place. -
father is the police, and is a big captain, he caught the bad guys are numerous, let him know that I stay with a rogue, that after the -
really is not envisaged. -
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have only slept a few hours up to work, open the closet, I picked a set of apple green skirt, the make-up when I suddenly realized, -
inflatable sofa last night, Ray is green. -
Why do you want that man? He told me just meet by chance, we do two in the world of people. I smiled at the mirror, put on fine -
white shoes, Lin Zhaobao out the door. -
to the building where the company, squeeze out the lift when touched home.Dress Chu -
Chu. Electro-optical flint the moment, I thought Ray -
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after work, I stopped by the father of the police station. -
I never thought to before, my second meeting with the mine is in there. -
also with his hands - of handcuffs. Head is still bleeding, who are fighting at the scene. -
I avoid less, between the fear of thunder stunned to recognize me. -
But Ray just looked at me, I am grateful he did not talk to me. -
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hear that I was assured that he put down, I do not know how for such a small rogue worry. I have to admit, he kind of like laughing -
Feixiao expression of mass destruction to me very much. -
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must be obsessed ghost it! I actually bought the fruit to see mine. I forgot his home. -
must first take a taxi to the last he sent me on the bus from memory to find the place and then slowly his house, but fortunately my memory is not bad. -
standing in front of him, my hand reached out to and returned, it is the courage to knock on the door. I was not crazy? Why is a frequent -
police so concerned about the little rogue? After careful consideration, I want to turn away, the door suddenly opened. -
he saw me, surprised. -
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In his face, do not think in the end is tired or happy, it seems coldly. -
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Ray laughed disdain. -
It was mine for the first time me laugh. Despite being such a bother, but he smiled to me. -
at that moment I had a feeling ever, it seems that fate has arranged some of the things I can not expect, so in my way. Maybe -
thorns. -
But then how can I expect? I just thought, I was hit a bit of love back -
3. I helped him clean his head wound, awkwardly wrap gauze loosely around the circle, hand flick, gauze group -
He looked at me, frowned, reaching from the ground to pick up gauze, patted his head wrapped around to, I looked at him embarrassed, did not want to -
to his skill almost elegantly wrapped itself, an appropriate degree, look at that than I wrapped mummy more comfortable. -
He often scarred probably have to practice out of it! I think. -
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He just looked at me. Again looked to find smoke. -
him finally found him, had a lighter touch lit, and inhaled deeply, and asked: I feel his face
disappointing hot, whispered:
he suddenly laughed, almost choking smoke:
red my face has finally broken into the neck root. Almost teeth and said: What place
Xia Fang ah's? ... ... He tried to hold back
laugh, shook his head and said:
I avoided his eyes, said:
is tiny, sports and poor, the NPA did not even eligible to apply.
his mouth spit smoke ring:
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He looked at me coldly
a few seconds, hard to say:
in high-grade office buildings, small bourgeoisie itself. Do you know how many people die every day in this city? How many of you girls the same age -
child abuse, sell *, or even disappear overnight?
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His words made me feel cold and dead. Yes, I do not know too many things. -
and he said: His side, there are many girls? -
But I still very hard mouth:
this time the door opened, and into a person, dyed red hair, wearing black tights. -
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I bit her lip, hate his words. -
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I know mine is too I was there, inconvenient. I still hope he can say little and let me know more about the rogue point. -
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4. I stand in this day countless times on stage, pondering Herrera sitting here with my hand, if he can appear like there once again, -
I feel his breath ... ... -
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Halen I told my friends that I met Ray, she laughed I was not crazy, but I insist that mine is not bad nature, I said -
I want to save him. -
Halen beautiful smile curls trembling.
I stirred cup of coffee, said:
she said something in French, I do not understand what it meant, it is probably the exclamation. Halen and I do not like his family was good and strong, -
people are pretty smart, very strong, she was bent on going to Paris round her dream of fashion design, all the men of the country as dirt. -
She advised me to accept the family out, it is only right that we have, but mine. -
I turned to look at large windows of the car to drive to, without a word. I love mine, and do not need anyone's permission and support. -
I must let him out of life now. -
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Then I went to where he lived every day to help him organize things, cooking. I think he will one day be touched, he touched, -
will return to good to me. -
Ray also used to my presence, though he never said nothing, his eyes I saw the love and care. -
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he floats smile that I am unpredictable, and -
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He also took the balcony, to help me hang the clothes on a bamboo pole, said:
hesitated for a moment, I decided to lie. I told him I have no umbrella, can not but go, he looked at me with open eyes. -
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I finally stayed. -
I lied to my father that I slept at a friend's house! -
night, I kept talking, saying that my childhood that my father police say that a lie my boyfriend ... ... -
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he always so quiet. Smoking in silence, with eyes as deep watching me. -
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Then he pulled me on the rooftop. -
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is not wide, but compared to that reinforced dense forest, has a very luxurious place in the world. I closed my eyes took a deep breath, -
air after the rain seems to be fresh and sweet. -
he kissed me off guard, I felt his lips warm and overbearing, very insecure lips. His hands are powerful, -
arms around me as I like him, her arm around my waist and soft, I can not move to hug. -
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He said when he was a big pressure on the roof, and here the open, to feel free, I say you Causing loss of lives every day, of course, pressure -
force big, wash it as soon as possible. -
he still has not answered me, saying only that easy. Sadly his face for a moment, then dies. -
he had a small room in the roof, but he is not let me into, I was not allowed to tell anyone in this room is his, I asked him to -
what he said it was his place to fool around with other women. -
I was heart feel very sharp pain, seems to have temporary suffocation. He did not hide his past, not hide he is a -
rogue fact, but my heart still hurts, it hurts. -
he saw my sad face, sighed, put me in his arms, deeply sniffing my hair, said:
so one day I will take you into the.
I told him I would never not want to go, do not want to know. -
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There is also a place that he can not go to the studio, is the opposite in this building, on the fourth floor, fifth floor from the side just to -
see, see, he was alert, his home is not a lot of people know, a lot of people know his studio, that he can in his own -
monitor his home studio. I say you to a small fry, Jan. hard get some money, but also left the nest of a nest right one! -
his reaction which caught my face, and said solemnly:
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5. I often sit motionless for hours there and watch that I give you silver lighter, thinking you look like smoke Diao, thinking of you spit spit -
look like smoke ... ... and let their tears, drops to fall. -
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Ray birthday that day. I bought a birthday cake to his home. -
too early to say, he did not come back, I happily humming a song and so on, stretching from the window and peered down to see him back did not.
of light across my eyes. -
I quickly caught the light source, along look at the past. I believe I am not mistaken, it is a high-powered telescope lens reflex. -
to my moving in the other party may find there to see, the telescope is gone, too quick to draw the curtains, too calm as if nothing has happened. -
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When Ray got home and saw a birthday cake on the table was surprised. -
twenty-year-old Chu Laihun He said he has been almost three years, have not had birthday. -
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I heard some sad, did not let him go on, let him blow the candles quickly. He blew a breath over 25 candles. -
After he promised, after I would like to send him out of my gift - a silver cigarette lighter. -
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his eyes light up, and I know he likes. -
but he deliberately amuse me:
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Ray hugged me with his lips and stopped my mouth. -
I wanted to tell him that he was spying with a high-powered telescope thing, but my mind was confused by his overbearing kiss very confused. -
sometimes can not make mistakes. Really, is not to. -
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He took my hand and murmured,
I looked up at him, said:
He kissed my hair and said:
I was taken aback, said:
Ray hug me tighter, said:
I laughed:
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solid in my pillow in his chest, he wrapped my blankets, the darkness of his cigarette out of a dark one, and I saw his face look tired and fragile. Seems to persist for too long a child can be relieved preparedness and mask, showing the true side. -
mine told me I was the second girl on his bed. -
I asked him who the first. -
died, he said, is killed by underworld. -
that moment I did not envy and unhappiness, just feel sad. Because I feel the sorrow in his voice, and the kind of powerless. -
Why are not you out triad? I asked him. -
because of hatred. Because involuntarily. -
his words there are some ingredients I did not understand. But I did not get to the bottom. After a child, I finally think of a telescope to see things, and quickly told him. -
him after listening to look dignified, looking down asked me:
I told him not to go that I am the daughter of the police. Before college, boys peeping across the floor, there is my father taught me this way. He did not speak, just hugged me. -
6. I touched the knife that mine, that to have had the knife for my swing, I'm dizzy blood, may be the day I did not, I'm afraid I fainted down to see him again ... .... -
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I love mine more and more intense, his status in the underworld flourishing. -
one night when I have found that he changes the lock. -
his bare upper body, bow work, I looked at him sitting on inflatable sofa. For good, he handed the keys to me. -
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I feel so good wronged wronged. But I did not say anything, I know he's a lot of pressure, the risk of killed at any time. Moreover, the atmosphere is now more and more wrong, too long not seen the Ah-ching. -
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day after day, Ray do not seem to know this family, like every day I looked at him in the side of the window, colored in the studio and dealing with small fry, as well as several times a fight, but he never seems to lose his position punching very handsome, Kongwuyouli, but sometimes also by a number of minor injuries. -
those who hurt, as if carved in my heart, I can do, but clenched his fists sobbing. -
Until that day, I see I can not imagine the scene. -
a girl in the thunder of the studio, she was wearing big sunglasses, brown cloth skirt, bring out the fullness and slim figure. -
She did not come as usual those small Tai Mei Lei, her kind of a different temperament. -
She said something like mine, Ray shook his head. She seemed very angry, in temper. -
Then, she suddenly fell in his arms, Wen Zhu a mine lips, hands and nails to the thunder seemed to pinch the meat inside. -
Mine actually did not open her , and he a free hand to draw the curtains. My eyes immediately turned black. -
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I am unable to squat on the ground, gasping gulps. Why, why do this to me mine. He knows I'm at home watching him? -
Why trample my pride in front of me making out with another woman? -
I can not help, and took out his cell phone to call his cell phone. -
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I just said:
then Tingtongli heard -
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I threw the phone severely wall and see it into pieces, like my heart. -
This is my love, man? To him, I lied to my father so many times; suffered so much panic, he does not explain, at least tell me that woman. -
I take a lot of girls around him in a dispensable, as the wind brought me to his side, and then like the wind over the last trace. It turned out he really is the essence of a rogue, I can not change him. -
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can I be so willing, how could I do? Cried for a long time, do not know what time at night. I made up my mind, I must go to his studio to see. -
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darkness engulfed me a small figure, I walked softly before his studio, which is very quiet. -
I suddenly despised himself up: Chen Junwei, what are you doing? Is not this man, you can not live? He has interfered with your life your mind your everything. He may now hold the girl in deep sleep, you are Laizhuo * of it? -
Wake up! You are his people? What he promised you promised? -
one thought this predicament, I have cold hands and feet. Forget it. Forget it. -
want to walk in I turned around, hurried downstairs and suddenly heard footsteps, with a murderous look, I looked down, following the metal's coldness has been reflected in the ranks, I could not help but screamed up. -
door suddenly opened, I saw the knife in his hand standing in front of mine, wicked look in his eyes had never seen him like this. He tied the hands and knife with a cloth, rushed downstairs, I heard the screams of the following waves. -
fight when I heard footsteps and the sound gradually transferred to the upstairs, I know the bad. -
I bow to imagine what will happen, Ray bleeding from the head and the left chest has been cut a hole in the arm also suffered a knife, but he is still waving knives, the men who do not know the blood spattered face of the opening to ... ... -
I hold on to the stairs not to fall, I was dizzy blood, may be the day I did not, I'm afraid I'll never see him go faint ... .... -
I do not know how a person can deal with so many people, and later the sound of siren sound, and they gradually left badly bruised left mine. -
I put mine into his Xujiu Mo helped into the house. -
He pushed me fiercely. -
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I stick mine help wash the wound, Ray looked angrily at me. -
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Huo I have stood up and said: I OK? if not see you making out, I would not go there!
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I felt he was hesitant, I thought mine would hold me, hold me, say I'm sorry. -
but he exposed a vicious face. That hedge the same expression, scare me a few steps. -
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me like electric shocks, stunned for several seconds as if it understood what Ray told me to do something. -
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beggars can not love the princess. Chen Junwei not love gangster. -
I left mine. -
7. in the pantry when the coffee poured down my badge slid on the ground, next to a hand stretched before me, picked up, handed me. -
is home tomorrow. Downcast eyes I said thank you. Chen Junwei three words on the badge is fuzzy, picture, too, was very unclear, I like facial features, according to senior graduation, and two years into this so decadent. -
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I have not seen mine for three months, and bought a new phone and new number, the pain will always fade slowly. -
Halen I said, she is simply saying the truth, I will insist on is that mad together with mine. She did not smile, no pride, just sigh, said that sometimes I wish I made a mad as you like. -
weekend, I received a parcel, opened it, is sent mine, which I gave him a silver cigarette lighter and a bunch of keys. There is a letter. -
new, you can not find me. something I will come to you after the end, if you like, please believe me once again, please wait for me three months, I will bring a ring to propose to you. ; -
three months. -
three months later, if he could out of the circle, clean way of life, as ordinary people, work, life? He owes me a reason, an explanation, a promise of a marriage. -
Well, Ray, you hurt me, but I'm willing to wait for you for three months. -
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you said, you'll know to tell me all the reasons I have been waiting for ... ... -
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